Making decisions is not on most people's lists of Fun Things To Do for a reason.

It's getting colder.  Fall is coming, and after that winter, and after that spring.  Weather is a terribly exciting thing when you're living in the middle of it.

I'm reading King Lear for English Lit, Hamlet  and Othello for Shakespeare.  I have begun to think in iambic pentameter.

My laptop (I named him Joaquin) (not after the actor) has this cool gadget that put up a newsfeed of headlines from various websites on my wallpaper, so if i see something that interests me, I can just click on it to see the whole story.

That to say:
My university made it into a headline on Joaquin's newsfeed!
*heavy sigh*
it's midterms. I really didn't need this now...

So i'm pretty sure xanga has become completely pointless.
Somewhere along the line I lost both the ability and the desire to say anything worthwhile on here. It's frustrating, to an extent, because xanga used to be kind of an outlet for me, and is now more of a-- non-outlet (?).  I'm self conscious. 
Not that more than five people read this anyway...
but it's the principle of the thing. 

Plus I haven't written anything for me in a while.  in a long while.  Not sure how long...
Also, fred's computer crashed.  with our magnum opus on its hard drive. this causes pessimism within me.  Great, stormy pessimisms.  multitudinous.